I'm so Awkward Salt Lake City, Utah

Only once in your life, I truly believe, you find someone who can completely turn your world around. You tell them things that you’ve never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more. You share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true, goals that were never achieved and the many disappointments life has thrown at you. When something wonderful happens, you can’t wait to tell them about it, knowing they will share in your excitement. They are not embarrassed to cry with you when you are hurting or laugh with you when you make a fool of yourself. Never do they hurt your feelings or make you feel like you are not good enough, but rather they build you up and show you the things about yourself that make you special and even beautiful. There is never any pressure, jealousy or competition but only a quiet calmness when they are around. You can be yourself and not worry about what they will think of you because they love you for who you are. The things that seem insignificant to most people such as a note, song or walk become invaluable treasures kept safe in your heart to cherish forever. Memories of your childhood come back and are so clear and vivid it’s like being young again. Colours seem brighter and more brilliant. Laughter seems part of daily life where before it was infrequent or didn’t exist at all. A phone call or two during the day helps to get you through a long day’s work and always brings a smile to your face. In their presence, there’s no need for continuous conversation, but you find you’re quite content in just having them nearby. Things that never interested you before become fascinating because you know they are important to this person who is so special to you. You think of this person on every occasion and in everything you do. Simple things bring them to mind like a pale blue sky, gentle wind or even a storm cloud on the horizon. You open your heart knowing that there’s a chance it may be broken one day and in opening your heart, you experience a love and joy that you never dreamed possible. You find that being vulnerable is the only way to allow your heart to feel true pleasure that’s so real it scares you. You find strength in knowing you have a true friend and possibly a soul mate who will remain loyal to the end. Life seems completely different, exciting and worthwhile. Your only hope and security is in knowing that they are a part of your life.”

-I have a love that consumes me, full of passion, that makes me happy for being alive.
It’s what everyone wants.

Bob Marley

(Source: eyesclosedwide, via narcissistic-flowerchild)

Lady Antebellum Can't Take My Eyes Off You
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The greatest relationships are the ones you never expected to be in. The ones that swept you off your feet and challenged every view you’ve ever had.
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Travis is my Paulie Bleeker :D

Travis is my Paulie Bleeker :D

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“Sometimes you need to let go because you will never find the right person if you’re still with the wrong one.”

// I’ve finally done it.//

I’ve lost all feelings for you. I’ve been listening to your music all day, looking at pictures, thinking of all those crazy teens-in-love nights, the fights and problems, the pain, the love, the joy we once had. I’ve looked back at all of the text messages, I’ve thought about you being with other girls, I’ve looked at your Facebook activity. All of it and not a single ounce of jealousy, remorse, love, happiness, anger. Nothing. I have nothing left to give to you. I’m finally free.

I don’t care if you look at my tumblr or not. I’ve finally found my own closure. All of the memories are fading. I’ve lost all of the feelings; I’ve cut the ties. I never have to see you again. I’ll never feel that need to speak to you. You don’t have anything of mine that I want back, there are no children to keep us in contact. I’m across the country. I never have to give you the time of day again. I never thought this day would come. I thought there would always be a sting when I heard a song, drove past a certain place, or saw someone who reminded me you. There’s nothing. I may send you a wedding invitation, but other than that, I’m perfectly content knowing I don’t owe you anything anymore and that our paths will probably never cross again.

I don’t mean to sound bitter and I’m not trying to rub it in, I just feel at ease. I honestly hope you’re not missing or thinking of me. I hope you’ve had this weight lifted off your shoulders as well. I don’t regret our relationship. It was definitely something I needed to experience. We both needed each other during that time in our lives. We helped each other grow up and we did share a love that we couldn’t have found anywhere else. I wish you well and hope you still chase your dreams. If some day you need a listening ear, I am still glad to help. But until you come to that day, this is finally goodbye.

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